Wow! Didn't realize how long it has been since I last posted. Time seems to have a way of slipping by but does it really?
The past 6 months or so has been a time of change and rather than reflect and post - I have just pushed through without any real self-reflection. I think that is called denial. Change in and of itself doesn't bother me. It is actually a bit comforting for me -but only when I have structure around that change. This time around it has been less defined. I started a new job - one that I know I can enjoy - but the structure is missing. It is even more vague now since my hiring manager (and friend) has left for a different company.
Lately, I find myself wanting to cry. Not the most confidence instilling reaction. When those tears threaten- I am not usually in a place to allow them to flow or even to dwell on analyzing the why. So - stuff away. But I think my tear bucket is full and needs a release. But I don't have time - too much to do.
